I'll Miss You If You Leave
by CathyButterflyJC
I'll Miss You If You Leave
Is it wrong to have doubt?!
To wonder what you think love is about?!
You don't tell me anything!
And I wonder what the ending will bring!
So soon I can't remember when we were just friends!
So what will be of us when you settle for thy end?!
I love you so much'
But you don't yearn for my touch!
I hold out my hand;
But you wish the request away!
I wonder why you won't stand,
By my side!
What do you have to hide?!
Are you afraid?!
And if so why?!
You won't tell me anything,
I feel like you're cutting the strings!
Letting us fall;
Losing it all!
I'm dying as I call,
But you hold up the wall!
Are you fearful of pain?!
Or think there is nothing to gain!
You don't explain to me your day!
You wish my conversation away!
Don't want to talk about your feelings!
Or think the topics are boring!
I can't let you slip;
From my grip!
I trust you more,
Then ever before!
You and I use to adore,
Each other,
But now you don't seem to like!
That we're together,
And it tears me up inside!
My heart is becoming bruised,
And beaten from this ride!
You're a great guy,
And I never feel used,
But I've become so confused!
Don't you love me too?!
If you do;
Then how come when I reach out my fingers!
You refuse to and the pain still lingers!
How can you not fall out of love
How can you not still feel that flattering dove
In the rare moments will took my hand
When I reach it out to you
I feel a distance in where we stand
You don't think my hand is smooth
And this feeling when we're together doesn't soothe
Your heart and I'm terrified I'm losing you
You're the first one to listen to how I go
You don't mind that I want to take things slow
And maybe I regret
Not getting close yet
You're the first guy with respect
Not the one willing to get me wrecked
And you don't care when I'm covered in sweat
The run I finished for you as you cheered me on with no bet
I can feel as drifting
I can feel your love lifting
And my heart is being cut in half
And something's change in how we make each other laugh
You're smile's missing something now
And I wonder the change and how
I miss everything we where
And I'm scared to lose what's left here
You still call me your girlfriend
And When I'm sick a cure you'll send
But you don't talk to me as more we bend
And I'm scared we're nearing the end
I feel us falling apart
All around us
And you're in my heart
While I'm fading out of yours
Are you just old fashion?!
Or have you lost your passion
Do you no longer care?
Or is not being good with girls in emotion
Expression what you share
You're not good with girls
That's what your friends say
And I hold onto that we're going to be okay
If you still care
Love
Words
You need to share
Because I'm lost
My heart is being frost
