Forsaking My Love

I hate you
I wish to tear you away from me
This tumor that clings to my chest
The thing that makes me ache
That haunts my dreams
And tears at my desires
You have brought me only pain
My untamed heart
That beast that gnaws at my soul
That pitifully whines
Bringing my mind into unwanted pain
Yet how can I blame you
How can I chastise you when I listen intently to your pleas
Why should I punish you for what my eyes feed upon
How can I blame my eyes for falling upon her
She who brings light to the eternal darkness of my soul
She whose eyes bring me to subjection
Whose smile leaves me in awe
How can I blame you when my ears are met with her laughter
How they submerge into her song
How they quiver at her voice
Why should I punish you for inclining my soul
Tempting it with the one sense that has been forsaken by her
How could I look over the thought of the brushing of lips
The touching of hands
The binding of the soul, mind, and body
O you wretched heart
What am I to do with this constant companion
How could I tear you away
When she is the cause of my agony
Or rather
It is the lack of her which brings me sorrow
It is the need for her that leaves my heart in pain
Yet she is not mine
She was never mine
She will never be mine
O my poor heart
How can I make you see reason
When all you do is show me the truth

Love hurts...

Love hurts...


by Derrain de Silva


I can't remember how much I tried,
To get you all alone & by my side,
But it ended so soon & I cried,
Cos' it felt like my heart was chopped & deep-fried.

My Heart May Never Know

My Heart May Never Know


by Owner of a Broken Heart


Sometimes, I awaken from a beautiful nightmare
And is forced to face the harsh reality
Cause when I feel around for you in my bed
I keep forgetting you're no longer with me
Not even 1000 days after our separation
Can erase everything we've been through

Sometimes it stings when you remember
What you've been trying to forget for a while
I knew you wouldn't feel a tingle
When you suddenly saw me smile
So I guess even after these 1000 days
I'm the only one dreaming about me and you

Why whenever I think of your lingering touch
My whole body wants to explode
Just because you don't want to remember
Doesn't mean I can easily let go
No, I'm not 100 percent sure why
But I still love you so
Why does your presence still haunt me
My heart may never know

Even when I have our mistakes on repeat
And I allow all the bad times to sink in deep
I always find myself trapped back in time
When once apon a time, you were happily mine
1000 days won't change the throbbing of my heart
No matter what I train it to do

Endless night

Endless night


by Mohan


Sleep inviting my world
except me
i am waiting for the end of dark
its look like endless,
i think my clock stopped
i checked twice
its running or not?
then unnecessary waiting
for her next hello,
its most impossiple in the world,
my time calling me bed-mad
i started to walk in the moonlight
with my shadow,
i realized you pushed me in hell,
no need to attend the suicide
because still loving you,
i feel like a mad
because still loving you,
i don't know,
why i punishing me in this prisson?..
i know this night have a end
but not for my love..

In the End

In the End

by Angela P
(Worthington, Ohio)

I hear the shatter as my heart breaks,
I only feel the pain it makes.

I find myself crying,
inside slowly dying.

Your words slowly repeating in my head,
"I never heard a word you said."

I find myself crying,
inside slowly dying.

All the words I want to say,
never seem to make their way.

I find myself crying,
inside slowly dying.

I finally start thinking,
that there is no more meaning.

I find myself crying,
inside slowly dying.

I decide to just walk away,
ignoring what they may say.

I'm no longer crying,
no longer dying.

Lost Love

Lost Love

by Khalid


In so cold days
In those winter days
Where the boarder's sunk
And the street's fall
Came that so young girl
From her so old home
He said wait I'll come
And she stayed there so long
Thought he forgot her
Thus she got so wither
I loved you in summer
I loved you in winter
I waited in that summer
And I waited in that winter
Your eyes are the summer
And my eyes are the winter
Oh my beloved baby
Our promise there has gone
Behind the summer and behind the winter
Came the stranger
And gave me a message
Written by my beloved
With his so sad tears
I opened that strange message
With its letters which got lost
With days we're lost and years
And those letters were deleted
By the snowing winter
I loved you in summer
I loved you in winter
I waited in that summer
And I waited in that winter
Your eyes are the summer
And my eyes are the winter
Oh my beloved baby
Our promise there has gone
Behind the summer and behind the winter

I'll Miss You If You Leave

I'll Miss You If You Leave
by CathyButterflyJC


I'll Miss You If You Leave


Is it wrong to have doubt?!
To wonder what you think love is about?!
You don't tell me anything!
And I wonder what the ending will bring!
So soon I can't remember when we were just friends!
So what will be of us when you settle for thy end?!
I love you so much'
But you don't yearn for my touch!
I hold out my hand;
But you wish the request away!
I wonder why you won't stand,
By my side!
What do you have to hide?!
Are you afraid?!
And if so why?!
You won't tell me anything,
I feel like you're cutting the strings!
Letting us fall;
Losing it all!
I'm dying as I call,
But you hold up the wall!
Are you fearful of pain?!
Or think there is nothing to gain!
You don't explain to me your day!
You wish my conversation away!
Don't want to talk about your feelings!
Or think the topics are boring!
I can't let you slip;
From my grip!
I trust you more,
Then ever before!
You and I use to adore,
Each other,
But now you don't seem to like!
That we're together,
And it tears me up inside!
My heart is becoming bruised,
And beaten from this ride!
You're a great guy,
And I never feel used,
But I've become so confused!
Don't you love me too?!
If you do;
Then how come when I reach out my fingers!
You refuse to and the pain still lingers!
How can you not fall out of love
How can you not still feel that flattering dove
In the rare moments will took my hand
When I reach it out to you
I feel a distance in where we stand
You don't think my hand is smooth
And this feeling when we're together doesn't soothe
Your heart and I'm terrified I'm losing you
You're the first one to listen to how I go
You don't mind that I want to take things slow
And maybe I regret
Not getting close yet
You're the first guy with respect
Not the one willing to get me wrecked
And you don't care when I'm covered in sweat
The run I finished for you as you cheered me on with no bet
I can feel as drifting
I can feel your love lifting
And my heart is being cut in half
And something's change in how we make each other laugh
You're smile's missing something now
And I wonder the change and how
I miss everything we where
And I'm scared to lose what's left here
You still call me your girlfriend
And When I'm sick a cure you'll send
But you don't talk to me as more we bend
And I'm scared we're nearing the end
I feel us falling apart
All around us
And you're in my heart
While I'm fading out of yours
Are you just old fashion?!
Or have you lost your passion
Do you no longer care?
Or is not being good with girls in emotion
Expression what you share
You're not good with girls
That's what your friends say
And I hold onto that we're going to be okay

If you still care
Love
Words
You need to share
Because I'm lost
My heart is being frost

When I saw you...

When I saw you...

when I first saw you
I missed the comfort of being sad
seeing you from far away
without telling you about my heart
I couldn't bare holding my thoughts
about how much I would like
to hold you and fill you with joy
when I first saw you,
I knew my love for you was never going to die.