My Heart May Never Know
by Owner of a Broken Heart
Sometimes, I awaken from a beautiful nightmare
And is forced to face the harsh reality
Cause when I feel around for you in my bed
I keep forgetting you're no longer with me
Not even 1000 days after our separation
Can erase everything we've been through
Sometimes it stings when you remember
What you've been trying to forget for a while
I knew you wouldn't feel a tingle
When you suddenly saw me smile
So I guess even after these 1000 days
I'm the only one dreaming about me and you
Why whenever I think of your lingering touch
My whole body wants to explode
Just because you don't want to remember
Doesn't mean I can easily let go
No, I'm not 100 percent sure why
But I still love you so
Why does your presence still haunt me
My heart may never know
Even when I have our mistakes on repeat
And I allow all the bad times to sink in deep
I always find myself trapped back in time
When once apon a time, you were happily mine
1000 days won't change the throbbing of my heart
No matter what I train it to do
